Quick Update

In working with some trauma and working a lot at my real job, I've found little time or energy for much else.

I have been going to Celebrate Recovery regularly and I think that's helping.

Pandora (a part of mine) has been highly activated lately with the exposure of her secret. We are working it out together but it's not easy.

Celebrate Recovery

I went to Celebrate Recovery for the first time at my current church. I've been before when I lived on Gainesville. It was much better tonight but I'm still unsure. I've been to OA, Celebrate Recovery, AA, EDA and I don't know of I want to open my life up to the 12 steps again. Its almost like its own little world. I want recovery and my way isn't working. I'll probably go back next week. I know I have to give it at least three tries but I'm not committing beyond that yet.